It’s all gone horribly worng

It’s 3am in the UK, the wife woke me up at just after 1am demanding to know who certain lady is. Yes my wife has found out about my mistress. It’s all gone horribly wrong. Not looking for sympathy, far from it. This was an unexpected shit storm of the highest order. I got complacent, I thought it was too easy. There’s been some nasty, horrible things said from both sides. Are we going to get through this? I don’t know. I’m not even sure if I want to.

There’s some fucking great life changing decisions to be made soon that’s going to effect many people for a long time. My major worry is the empty, non-feeling where I should be feeling things. I’m not, that is the problem. Maybe, I’ve already made the decision deep in me.

Fucking hell fire. I thought things were calming down.

Tune of the day – Kanye West – All Falls Down

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